I think I'm afraid of getting older because I don't want to grow up.

"Sometimes all you really need is a good laugh, and then things don't seem so dire."-QC

Recently, I've been staying up too late. I think it's because the sooner I go to bed, the sooner tomorrow comes. I don't like this feeling.

I need to grow up. I'm almost 26, and I need to start acting like it. I need to stop staying up past midnight, or  even 11pm for that matter. Stop being afraid of my bank statement. Play less video games. Be more mindful of my health. Cut down the "amount" of alcohol I consume and be more mindful of my limit, when I drink. Get back into morning and ( Read more... )

"But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve for you.
But this new diet's liquid and dulling to the senses...
And it's crude, but it will do. "

Putting on Dashboard (fuck, it's like from high school) after having some drinks and filling in some people about what happened with Jenn kinda sucks.

Ah, crud.

The only reason people don't open their hearts and minds to other people is that it triggers confusion and they don't feel brave enough or sane enough to deal with. To the degree that people look clearly and compassionately at themselves, they feel confident and fearless about looking into someone else's ...eyes. - Pema Chodron -

"To brie, or not to brie! That is the question."

*Went to bed early yesterday, thus I am wide awake this evening/morning...

People from Highschool getting married and having kids... baaarf.

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"How could you ever be happy with a man who insists on treating you as though you were a perfectly normal human being?" -Oscar Wilde