I don't want to talk to anyone.

I don't want anyone to talk to me.

I don't want anyone to ask me any more fucking questions.

It didn't happen to me.

I don't believe it.

But she's my friend, therefore whether I believe it or not, I will support her.  What if it is true and I didn't believe her?  Something worse could happen.  What if it's not ( Read more... )

One thing I forgot to mention about the night out with Holly, Cailey, and Erin: after Ben said it was too late to come over, and we went to Family Video, we turned on The Used's Cut Up Angels full blast.  Got to Family Video.  Met up with Travis.  Rented movies.  Left Family Video.  Walked to the cars.  Travis and Holly got in his.  Cailey, Erin ( Read more... )

I got an e-mail from Josh tonight when I got home from work.  Short.  But I think he’ll be okay.  I hope.

Yesterday was a sucky day of school.  It all started when I got a flat-fucking-tire pulling out of my own god damn driveway!  So I had to take my grandma’s rented car, which really sucked.  And I had to turn in an AP history lecture by 8:00.  I ( Read more... )

It was a somber day.  Everyone was just... down.  I don't know.

My experience with the somber day started bright and early at 8:00.  Josh walked in the door early.  For PSAT's.  The sophomores and juniors were taking them.  I said hello to him.  He looked very upset.  He came over to me and said, "She died last night."  I wanted to cry right then ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty boring day until about three or four hours ago.

I went over and met Cailey, Holly and Travis at Spring Lake Park on M-119around 4:30.  We hung out and picked flowers and threw rocks into the mucky pond.  Then Ben, Shawn and Jin met up with us.  We all ran around the boardwalk for awhile.

Then Travis took my keys.  And wouldn't ( Read more... )

*Swears every profanity known to man*

I had this huge entry almost finished when I accidentally closed the window!!!!!!!!  )(*WSE)(U SEP U){WSEURPO BI:DGJD)FU+)W(U#%+_(WUE){O%(U JBI)W( #%+(UWE)+JFKJ )D(U)+U$T )WU +)U WET) UWE+)T(U+SD)FT(GUD)F+( YUE$)(U^+)WERU+Y) (UER+)HIJDFLKHMD{PR(UT +)#(&*$^+)(u#w {opijr
That was me hitting the keyboard, if you ( Read more... )

October 5, 2005 - 3rd Hour Physics

I'm feeling quite restless.

It's even feeling like it's hard to breathe at times.

It's one of those days where I want to fall asleep until the day after tomorrow.  To skip Thursday completely.  Just skip god damn Thursday October 7, 2005.

They make machines that can zap cancer cells and bleach stupid yellow ( Read more... )

I just had the greatest night with Holly, Cailey and Erin ( Read more... )

I am in such a bad mood right now. I don't know how this entry will be, so I apologize ahead of time ( Read more... )

I went to the concert. I ended up taking my brother after about four hours of trying to convince my parents to let me. So we went ( Read more... )