I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm in the mood to do something stupid. I'll probably regret it but i just don't care. I want to be careless for once. I'm sick of thinking everything through. Screw it for once, ima have me some fun.

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Whats the point in being on this earth? We've all fucked it up so much it's not even funny. I guess this is what happens when mothers forget they have more then just one child. All mom cares about is richie. Shes never protected me from him before why did I think after we moved it'd be diferent ( Read more... )

Today is the start of thanksgiving break. I hate thanksgiving. I believe it is because I hate turkey. The only thing I enjoy about thanksgiving is that the day after we decorate for Christmas. Christmas is one of my favorite holidays. I love going out and buying things for people and the anticipation I get when I see those gifts under the tree ( Read more... )

What is it about sunday that makes me feel so lazy? I swear with each passing day I become more and more anxious to move out of this house. I love the new house it's a big old victorian and if you know I'd be in love with it. However, I'm ready to test my wings. I want my own place even if it is a pint-sized apartment. I'd love to have one of ( Read more... )

Today I Totally fucked up my English paper. I wrote a character trait not a theme paper. Oh well tomorrow is friday so who really gives a shit right? My spine hurts and I really don't think thats a good thing but oh well i'm sure i'll live. I got to go though im tired as hell.

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Today I think I analyzed everything. At school I wondered just why does Heather Hiem enjoy being the school slut? Why the fuck does anthony touch me so much? If I go to sleep, what can they really do about it ( Read more... )

Here i sit again anothing night of nothing but my thoughts. I wonder if someday I wont think so much. I used to think it was normal to think so much. Now I know better. I wonder if I'm the only person in the world that while listening to a friend babble has an ancient roman battle in their head. Sometimes I really wonder about myself. oh ( Read more... )

The weekend started out horrible. On friday we went on the field trip from hell! The driver went 2 hours in the wrong direction. We ended up spending 7 hours riding a bus. Oh and as if that wasn't bad enough... I had some weirdo wiggle his dick at me and follow the bus for ten miles while jacking it. As jay said "theres a guy that likes kids". I ( Read more... )

Omg what a day. Allison the "technical director" of the play we are doing this fall is such a bitch. First of all she left her purse in the girl's dressing room. We don't shut the doors unless someone is in there changing so we don't have to unlock them all the time. So with 30 people backstage and some of them not even with the theatre why ( Read more... )

Im sitting around my room thinking about all the shit thats been going on. Sometimes i wonder whats going on with me but oh well. I'll figure it out someday. No I wont but it makes me feel better saying I will lol. I wonder if I'll ever really be happy. I mean I'm happy just truely happy. Im so confused. Oh well Ima lay down and stare at the ( Read more... )