he didn't even think about me
i'm not surprised
there is only one thing he thinks about
at least now i know the reaction that he had
when i told him
he had none
it was just like someone saying hi
no second thoughts
no glances
and finally
no memories

well
i finally told you
at least i feel better about that
but i can tell there is still love
between 2 parts that were seperated
there will always be.
there is nothing here for me
i'll stick to my cigarette, coffee and book
nothing more then that.

what do i say to her
is it cool or not
i don't know if i can tell her
i don't know if there is even anything between us
i wish there was,
but i'm not sure
maybe i should wait and see
you never know what will happen

someone needs to tell me why i am the way i am
please......

why am i always in trouble
i don't understand
do i have a sign on me that says,
"yell at me, please"

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well tonight i work
maybe i'll be lucky and i will either find a date for after work
or he will actually show up at 9 so we can' go out
i don't think he will
he probably wont
i just don't look like a model thats why
i just wan't to have fun tonight
and i will

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you know some people really piss me off
i really hate them

should i or shouldn't i
i'm not sure
i guess it wouldn't hurt
if he says no again
then i know that he's a dick
and a flirt

work is fun ( Read more... )