Really? I answered you to your face and tried to explain what I meant to say. It wasn't a dig against you. You are one of the most kindhearted people I know and I know you think a lot of the world cares about things. That's just not the world I've seen. And then you post a passive aggressive "you only see what you want to hate, not what is good." ( Read more... )

I want you to know that I think you are the most beautiful person inside and out ( Read more... )

How the fuck does she not know? HOW ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm going to get over this and distance myself from Laura as much as I possibly can. I have her hidden on facebook, I don't contact her, and I try not to see things she does on the internet when I can control the urge ( Read more... )

The thing that did me in today was a Jimmy Eat World song that she posted on her wall. I've now downloaded it and am listening to it on repeat because I am a fucking masochist. I'm sitting here crying because I know I can never measure up to her. I'm not pretty, or smart, or what she wants. She is infallible because she is dead. I am fallible ( Read more... )

It's amazing how a few days and changes in hormone levels will make such a difference in mood. Am I still discontent? A bit. But I feel so much better. Let's just hope it lasts for a while ( Read more... )

I just feel stretched thin. I feel like I'm going to break soon, and I don't know why. I want it to stop, I just want to feel normal again ( Read more... )

I'm honestly not surprised. Not at all. In fact, I should've expected this of you. You ALWAYS do this to me. And I'm fucking sick of it ( Read more... )

I think I've just realized that when it comes to interacting with people I don't really tell them what I'm about. I will listen to someone tell me the deepest dregs of their soul, yet when it comes to be my turn to shed some light I remain silent. The most that people know about me is that I'm an English Major, I love Japanese culture, and I want ( Read more... )

I'm shallow. I've accepted this, won't you too ( Read more... )