i am excited. for travel and learning new shit. welding pretty exciting, i want to travel i read a comic book and it described many interesting places. i want to see the south for some reason. the states would be cool in general. maybe mexico???? anyways silly ramble(and cananda)

goodness what a good day

just on live journal thinking i hadn't written anything on here in a long time. i am sitting in my apartment. listening to music,in general i am satisfied.

7 more days of school...i dont know if i can handle it. its to long, i just want to lay in the sun with my friends, not go to work or do anything ever ever again. ah but life is not that sweet.

got my prom dress today, its really tight i think i just wont eat till prom that may work. it was hell trying to find a dress that fit me though, my boobs dont fit into anything and the stuff they would fit into would be to big. gah!! it was so frustrating. but my dress matches my hot hot dates tux so its all good.

i feel like i didnt have a spring break because i was doing something every night,working homework or parties. i kinda want to take a seven year nap. sounds good, katya want to join me?

my knee hurts. i blame the weather.

i had the best fucking day today. got out of school went to jakes moms. we were gonna go costume shopping but we were both lazy, so he napped and i read the new john irving book which is fantastic. he made himself lunch i took a nap, had a talk with rafe. then jake went to work and i went to a comic shop on hawthorne, went to K&F read my new ( Read more... )

lately everything has been so serious. the future, relationships, its all a little to much for me. i have been getting the urge to run away to cananda or somewhere equally as cool, thinking about college is stressing me out and everyone i know is confused or angry or sad, including me. i think were all scared of the future and the crazy shit it ( Read more... )

so i have pissed off waldo. bad. but what am i supposed to do? hide my feelings? i feel really sorry for him and our friends. but i wish he just talk to me once and then he can go on ignoring me. i think because i had no drama my first three years of high school its all bursting at once right now. life goes on, high school doesnt last forever.