Hey! So I'm sure anyone who still reads this has figured out it's not my chosen method of communicating with the web anymore. Instead, I've joined the blogosphere (cough) with blogger.com, and am now posting music things. Sort of a collection of missives about my status as an aspiring music journalist and other random obsessing and rambling. Anyone ( Read more... )

go here, i'm intrigued:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=juliaisme

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i feel...weird. i haven't been writing lately, and i don't know why. i mean, at first it was just because i had so much schoolwork, but now i don't and i'm still not writing. i don't like forcing it because it sounds forced and that's not the point. i should try though, because i get the sense that not writing is making me neurotic. i feel ( Read more... )

how much of what we do in life is pure speculation?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament
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i used to like scholarly literature, but i don't know if i do anymore. it's weird. my fascination with this stuff has faded away. i guess i'm sure that being a professor (at the moment) wouldn't be right for me. this isn't so bad...it's just not inspiring.
that is all.

determined. going to get through this week and part of the next one. going to be productive and successful. not going to get discouraged. will not allow to feel miserable about work all the time. signed up for this, remember?

it's almost over.

perhaps when it quits raining all day i can spend a little time outdoors.

There is a point every sunday that feels just like this. My mind resembles one of those pensive rock songs i like so much, the ones that lament things that have gone and never will be again. There is a heaviness...mundane things, mostly...the end of temporary freedom. The coming week always makes me sad, if only for a moment. If I'm going to do ( Read more... )

i'm really stressed out right now. i miss feeling like i can relax fully. i think it's been over a week since i have. it's making me uncomfortable.
that is all.

wish me luck on my presentation.
after today, it's over!