my window's open and the cool air is seeping in. there's something about this kind of weather that lifts my spirits on its own, no matter what's going on in my life. not that they could have been much higher anyway, but ( Read more... )

i'm scared for many reasons.

this is a peaceful evening. i'm watching the smoke from my tea-scented incense curl under my desk lamp, and it makes me happy. tonight is a stark contrast to earlier today. i'm faced with the fact that i really need to take better care of myself, and i will. i declare this a fresh start. i control whether life is good to me or not, in this ( Read more... )

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i'm not allowed to get an infection right now. i was just sick. i don't need this. i think my body just likes antibiotics.

"slow motion see me let go
we'll remember these days
slow motion see me let go
urban life decays
slow motion see me let go" -3eb

this weekend was lovely otherwise. i guess it's just a testament to the fact that only near ( Read more... )

things are looking up.
being a little girly does wonders.

man, i'm antsy. let's go home. right now. i actually finished everything i brought with me and then some already. so...i'm out of stuff to do. half an hour....

ok sorry for the rambling. i know no one cares.

no want do homework.

the noises coming from the rest of my apartment right now are startling at best. i know it's in good fun, but damn. if i didn't know better, i'd think that ashley was being killed by her boyfriend. the shrieking has reached a new level. and i'm trying to freaking study ( Read more... )

i am angry. i know there's never good timing for sicknesses, but why did it have to be this weekend? i had such high hopes for it. i hate being sick. it's not that i feel bad that bothers me, it's that there's so much i could be out doing with my first large chunk of free time in forever ( Read more... )