its the strangest thing. right now, all i can think about is the little things that have gotten to me over this past weekend. & i just keep repeating those small annoying details over & over in my head until im so bothered that i just want to go & yell at the world. another bad mood & another bad day. doctor, doctor, i dont feel normal, do you ( Read more... )

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cibeer ibup tibiniba, thibings wibill gibet bibettiber. sibo yibou shibould bibe hibappiby. ibi libove ibyou siboooooooooo mibuch. libets gibo tibo fibairfibax nibext sibundibay. ibokibay? ibit wibill bibe iba fibun tibime iband wibe ciban tibalk ibabibout ibour priboblibems.

<3Julie

ps. ibi ibam ibout ibof pribactibice, hibelp mibe! hahaha

i thought today was going to be a horrible day, but it wasnt thaaaat bad. the turning point was that clay came to visit me tonight after play. it was very nice & i realized how much i miss that kid. after tuesday you have no more excuses (you promised to come over every day). love you!!!

<3<3<3
julie
elizabeth
alexander

Strange days have found us & through their strange hours we linger alone, bodies confused, memories misused. as we run from the day to a strange night of stone. as our heads bob - poised, delicate,

pause.

in mute agony our lips are carefully refined & sealed over

i got my belly button pierced & it didnt hurt - at all. mmmkay?

love love love.

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough,
& it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction,
oh beautiful release.
memory seeps from my veins.
let me be empty
& weightless & maybe
I'll find some peace tonight.

I MADE THE MUSICAL!
wow.
<3

[of course I hang on tight, I said. You can't believe the kind of stuff that happens when you let go.] i got a callback for the muscial & that was my goal so i am extremely excited. oh & um. im a girlfriend? life is good (again).

<3

he moved with the grace of a cat & had lips that pouted at the very ends & I'm sure he would have helped me if I could have said I am just a child & don't know what to do, but I was just a child & didn't know how to tell him about those new & raw places in my heart, so he stood there in the dim light with his hair spiked in all sorts of places & ( Read more... )