a bug flew into my eye today, wtfz ( Read more... )

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i seem to have stopped writting for a long time, though I don't really know why. tomorrow morning i am leaving for kirkwood, & the snow, & the skiing place - but only for a little while, just enough to get away from life. & plus, i'd rather like a vacation. i've been sick a lot & i think that i'm ready to get better now, so, if that could be ( Read more... )

i had a lot of fun last night. the daytime was so loooong because i had rehersal from 1-10, yes thats right; 9 hours [!!!] But anyway, after that i changed into a ballerina with an ultra cool crown & went to a party in los feliz. there were so many people there that it was hard to move. hahhaha, oh yeah & justice got pushed in the pool [haha, ( Read more... )

some people are LAME, but then, others can be really tite, so thats - okay [?]. anyway, so there I was, about to go out to a party, when [dun dun dun] one dumb slooot ruined my night. but then, i guess it wasnt that bad. but then again, i was dressed up as a kitty cat.

hahahahhahahahhahahahhaha.

( Today we woke up as princesses )

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I know in the past I've caused you pain & I'm sorry. & I'll always be sorry 'till the day I die. & I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you ( Read more... )

happy fucking birthday to me. it is finally here [!] I <3 a lot of people, & i saw a lot of people last night & a lot of alcohol [too bad it's all gone now]. i hope that all of your days are excelent. i mean c'mon, celebrate, i was fucking born today[?]. well, sorta, except it was a few years ago [. . .] er, yeah.

mmmkay bye.
<3 julie

so there i was ( Read more... )

Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest & it opens your heart & it means that someone can get inside you & mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build this whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid ( Read more... )