I still love you and I don't know why
And I can't rise above you so I don't even try
And tonight there you are holdin' her close to your heart
And I try not to look but when I do I can't seem to breathe

When I see you smile it takes me back
And I don't know why it happens like that
She's on your mind and you shine in her eyes
When I see you smile it ( Read more... )

What I need is loss of memory
To forget when you were with me
What I need is to admit we're through
But what I want is You
Everyone says move on
That's what you would want
Good advise, they're right
That's what I need to do
But what I want
 is you

Well i've had quite the excitment the past few days.

well like i said...my birthday was awesome.

since then, i' ( Read more... )

 A COUPLE OF HIGH SCHOOL KIDS
                             LIGHT TURNED GREEN AND THEY DIDNT GO
                                                        THEY WERE LOCKED IN A REDLIGHT KISS <3

Well today (July 6th) was my birthday!!! i'm finally 18, and now an adult. scarry huh? but, i really don't feel that different. I can't believe i'm this old ( Read more... )

Those who bring sunshine [into the lives of others];; cannot keep it from themselves.

Well i'd just like to say that thursday was one of the best nights of my life. and...we'll leave it at that.

Friday i got to hang out with my girls...the o'connor's. i looove them!!

Saturday the greatest gift EVER was given to me. [Thanks again...you know who you ( Read more... )

Well i've come to an end in just one chapter of my life. well...it's ALMOST over. tomorrow is the last day of school. YES! but. i just wish i had someone to celebrate it with. my friends have now gone off and deserted me. it was just a matter of time, and now i've finally hit rock bottom with our friendship. i never thought it would get this far. ( Read more... )

Life ain't always beautiful ( Read more... )

weeelll....
the musical went good...better than i thought it was gunna go. chris looked DISCUSTING...but he did a really good job, i was proud of him. josh & i went to guy subs before, i just love him. we had a good time. we sat with my aunt and cousin. after we saw chris,,,,but he was a huge jerk to me. go figure right? so after i took joshy to the ( Read more... )

I wish I had a camera lens
To film the things my mind had said
Before they reached my mouth and got all bent
Looking up the skies of blue
All day long I think of you
Even after all we've been through

Had a certain passion
And I had silly dreams
All of the vicious actions
Don't close your eyes to me.

Wellllll hello there!
Today is going very very ( Read more... )

I'd like to make a toast to those we meet, those who wander, those who try and those who don't bother. 
To those that make it through every single day, and to those who give up and take the hard way. 
To those who have broken, to those who have hurt, to those who have been receiving of prior two, and learned. 
To those who haven't tried, to those who ( Read more... )

"Some times we need to stop analyzing the past,
stop planning the future,
stop figuring out precisely how we feel,
stop deciding exactly what we want...
and just see what happens."

Well today was alright. I woke up at 3am really sick feeling. i though i was gunna throw up. but i never did. i didn't go to math review this morning, bc i didn't feel ( Read more... )