Wait for the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hott, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his ( Read more... )

Today wasn't much better. but a little. 
My mom had a talk with me this morning...
and she said that her doctor told her she might have kidney & bladder cancer. so i was really upset about that all day. she'll know in a week. and that really sucks. but i'm trying not to think about it---i'm just praying & praying & praying everything will be ok. ( Read more... )

well...
here's an update:

-Snow camp was so much fun. the cat with the bra....haha. good times.

-i got a 48% on my math test.

-work's been going good.

-cheerleading ended for good. We did the gymastic's show for ms. carroll...and it was fun. but it was so sad--i cried. and you know what? i have the right to. it may sound dumb. but when you've done ( Read more... )

Weeelll Tuesday i was definately not excited to go to school. after being off for four days...it was pretty hard going back. buuut it was too bad. lazzara kills me...he's soo corney. but i love him. haha. nothing special happend really...just that i was late for math & i was supposed to stay after, but i didn't bc i just wanted to go home & sleep ( Read more... )

"I love you
not only for what you are
but for what i am
when i am with you.

i love you 
not only for what
you have made of yourself
but for what
you are making of me.

i love you 
for the part of me
that you bring out;

i love you
for putting your hand
into my heaped up heart
and passing over
all the foolish, weak things
that you can't help
dimly seeing there
and for ( Read more... )

There is no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it' ( Read more... )

Every word I say, I mean it
Every single day, I feel it

But sometimes when you talk
It's obvious you want to show it
So don't blow it

Tell me what we got, tell me it's a lot
tell me it's the real thing
Tell me not to change and always be the same, 
tell me that's a good thing
It's a good thing
Tell me not to lie, tell me not to wait
Tell me that you want the ( Read more... )

well marching band was sooo gay, and i left early. the girls game was good. i sang, and i got to see my friends teresa and tara. i havn't seen tara since the summer....and i've missed her. i love her so much. we just talked about everything...we should hang out.

So on friday, i went to school late. it was like 4th period when i came in, and it was ( Read more... )

Well on sunday i had to work again with katie. it was superbowl sunday...i really don't know what the big fuss is all about. football--i just don't like it. i think superbowl sunday is the most celebrated "holiday" in the US. it's pretty sick...but if that's what you like...
we got out right at 10...it was SOOO dead! but at the end..we got these ( Read more... )

Well today was pretty crappy.
i got up at 9am, i had 4-H at 10:30. i'm the cloverbud leader...and we sewed heart pillows. kelly came to help me...i was glad for that.
Then i had work 12-5 at pembroke...with aaron...shoot me. omg, it was so bad. i can't stand that kid. hes just so...weird. So i tried to read...but i couldn't. i just couldn't get my ( Read more... )