I want a boy who will  hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
I want someone who would sing to me at random moments.
someone who is more goofy than romantic.
a boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.
someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion games and then let me ( Read more... )

i found peace of mind
i'm feeling good again
i'm on the other side
back among the living
not a cloud in the sky
all my tears have been cried
and i can finally say

Baby, Baby stay
stay right where you are.
i like it this way.
its good for my heart
i havn't felt like this
in God knows how long
i know everything's gunna be ok
if you just stay gone.

i still love ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day.

<3 i got up at 645(that was not a good thing)...got ready & headed up to school. i stopped at subway to get cappachino to wake myself up. mmm it was good! Solo fest was today--and pembroke hosted it..so i worked. i got $30 towards my virginia trip too!!! it started out good...not too boring. i got to talk to eric for a ( Read more... )

alright. A LOT TO TELL.

i was doing good with this whole getting over chris thing...until i cried myself to sleep a few nights ago. i just felt so sad. i think that was wednesday night. after i saw that picture...i just lost it. it makes my heart so sad to know that i can't share my happiness with him. [i thought i had my freedom--you didn't even ( Read more... )

well we lost the game against attica ( Read more... )

<3 Well work went good on saturday night. chris came in to see me...we had a wonderful time. i got home around 10:40...and i went online for like 2 hrs and then went to bed.

<3 the next morning i had to get up for church---so then i realized i probably should have gone to bed earlier. lol. but church went good. we had special singer people come... ( Read more... )

ohhh my. i have not updated in a long long time.

i had a wonderful christmas & new years.
i got to spend it with family. and that means the most to me.
not presents.
just being with the ones i love.

so yeah....i'm not really sure what all else went on.
our basketball team ALMOST won their tournement.
but lost by 3 pts.
but we won the cheerleading ( Read more... )

well yesterday i had to get up early for math review. it sucked. i was sooo tired. but after school i went home right away and took a nap. i was gunna go christmas shopping, but i was way too tired. i had to be back up to school at 6:30 for the game against alexander. i got to see kaylei...she was cheering for varsity. and i got to see teresa...i ( Read more... )

Cuz I DO know whats good for me-
And Ive done what I could for you
But youre not benefiting, and yet Im sitting
Singing again, sing, sing again
How can I deal with this, if he wont get with this
Am I gonna heal from this;
he wont admit to it
Nothing to figure out;
I gotta get him out
It's time the TRUTH goes out that
he dont give a
damn about me