ok so last entry i wrote i told you all i was engaged. well. the guy i was engaged to broke up with me on wednesday. the only reasoning he gave me was he doesn't love me and doesn't want to marry me. It broke my heart. I'm doing better but i get really unhappy and depressed very quickly. i am currently in albany visiting one of my best friends ( Read more... )

ok so here i am back in lovely Syracuse New York. I went and visited one of my best friends last weekend. miss julie. this weekend im going to visit one of my other best friends stephy. a lot has happened since the last time i wrote in this thing. Well lets see over christmas when i was home on exodus i started dating this amazing guy named mike ( Read more... )

ok so here is the deal. i am currentlly on this thing called a pass at training. i only have a limited time on the computer so i am going to make this very brief. i come home on the 13th of april and i can't wait. i am a soldier in the u.s.army and i am about to graduate from ait and be a military police officer. its very exciting. a lot has ( Read more... )

ok so here i am sitting at home while i am on my break from basic training. Everything is good. It is really hard but i am doing the best i can. I miss everyone a lot. I'm glad to be home. I needed this break that i have. There isn;t really much new with me other then i have black hair now. haha. They let me keep my hair the length it is but they ( Read more... )

Hey everyone its me. I just wanted to post this and say that i wont be able to write in here for a while. I am leaving for my basic training tommorow and i am nervous as all hell. I am going to miss everyone. It has been so hard to say goodbye to everyone. Especially my mom. She has to work tommorow so she can;t see me off. :-( it makes me sad. My ( Read more... )

im bored so im going to update this thing. i am currently on the phone with julie. in two weeks i am going to visit stephy. my parents just bought a brand new bed for themselves. i leave for the national guard soon. im working my ass off at work. and im watching grey's anatomy. lets see is that it? yea i think so. i have no idea what else to wrtie ( Read more... )

ok so i am sitting on Julie's bed in her doorroom watching Rent with her and her roomate Renee. I am having such a good time. I'm so glad that i am here with julie. She is one of my best friends and i am glad i am here ( Read more... )

So i am offically an adult. I have my own bank account i have a cell phone in my name and i pay for my car insurance. plus i have three jobs. well soon to be three. im working on the third as i type this. Long story. Anyway. I haven't updated because i have been working a lot ( Read more... )

ok so I just made this because i was bored and i figured hey why the hell not. I'm sitting at home doing nothing because all of my friends are away at college. i miss them all. I especially miss Julie, Viv, and Steph ( Read more... )