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[juliettadreams]

i'm so high. my parents hate me because i'm high. they don't understand anything...i have no privacy... i hate life so much when it seems i have no control over it--it's so fucking frustrating. i love weezer. i love garth, but sometimes i worry. maybe that's because i'm paranoid because i'm a pothead addict loser. and i like to get high. they've

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[mr2gq]

Hey you...

Call me if you need to talk...

Still got my # ????

thanks for being a friend

[juliettadreams]

hey alvaro. yes, i kind of do need to talk but i hate feeling like i'm always calling people and dumping on them, and and this point i kind of don't know what good talking will do. it seems like crying and getting drunk off my ass will do the most good. i feel so trapped in this life i want to die. i know i have it so much better than all the starving children in third world countries. but all this emotional trauma is too much to fucking deal with. i hate everything. no one can understand me. i'm such a loser, i know. but i just want to be free! :'(

Re: thanks for being a friend

[mr2gq]

well if you don't want to talk- and drinking is your answer... my door is stilll open... so call me up... and don't worry "dumping" is cool considering I havent talked to you in like 9 MONTHS!!!!

[namistai]

glad to see you post something again. :]

i know it's hard to deal with sometimes...if things are really so hard though, you might just need to get away for a while. it's good that you're trying to be accepting of what they think, but they need to see that there are consequences to what they do if they aren't accepting of what you think, too.

it's been a long weekend, & i really don't know what to say,
but take care, ok?
-
justin

[juliettadreams]

thanks justin, that means a lot. i am trying to cut down on the pot and start going to church more often, so i can better deal with my life. anyways, i really appreciate your support.
your friend jennifer

don't know if you'll see this, but...

[namistai]

sorry i didn't call you back sooner...

i just realized i don't have your phone number anymore!!!
hear from you soon?