[a-musing]

Dec 02, 2005 09:30

I'm having a mental dilemma without having a mental breakdown. I'm not upset about things, I just... need to get it out? I think my dilemma only comes with age, and I'm betting everyone feels it at some point. I provided a cut for you skimmers... it's really just me musing about life.

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I feel ya chlorine_demand December 2 2005, 15:39:47 UTC
I know where you're coming from, though I'm one stage behind you. I can see the point where you get the job and it kinda stagnates, even thought the job may be incredible. Thats why I wanna make films or play poker. There is always a new challenge, a new project to work on. Those are the best kinds of lives, ones where you're living so much you never have time to really think about them. Wait, come to think of it, are they the best?? Guess I'm not there yet.

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Re: I feel ya juliusmonkey December 2 2005, 17:33:21 UTC
I'm glad I helped you work out where you are via commenting.

You'll be ok. Just let me have a cameo in your first movie. I want to be Girl #2. Not #1, and DEFINITELY not #3. Just #2. My line should be something like, "It's HUGE!!!!!" That line works in all genres: Horror movie, that spider, it's huge! Drama, that tumor, it's huge! Comedy, that kid's head, it's huge! Porn, ....

You get the idea.

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Re: I feel ya chlorine_demand December 2 2005, 19:53:05 UTC
Haha. I'll make sure to do just that.

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oratorioingrey December 2 2005, 15:44:50 UTC
I've felt that way for the last three years. Totally blows. Even with my new-ish and much-better-than-my-last job, I still think, "well, if I go back to school for two years, I could make X more dollars", or "well fuck it, if I just work two part time jobs and convince my girlfriend to rent I can go on tour longer"...shit like that. I hate feeling grown up, and I am super boring. If I didn't play music, I would easily have gone insane by now.

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juliusmonkey December 2 2005, 17:30:18 UTC
I don't play music. SO WHAT THE HECK, ERIK?! Are you telling me I'm going to go insane? Great. Thanks.

;-)

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oratorioingrey December 2 2005, 22:52:10 UTC
Haha, yes, you're slowly going to go insane. And it's going to RULE!!

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were you asked to speak at a college graduation? ttreehousee December 2 2005, 16:03:08 UTC
haha..that's exactly what your first part sounds like....mountains and shit..haha

i love you lisa

i won't let your life get stagnate

and i think for the first time in your life, you spelled something wrong

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Re: were you asked to speak at a college graduation? juliusmonkey December 2 2005, 17:28:31 UTC
There is a difference in a typo and a spelling error. My "wtih" mistake was not because I don't know how to spell the word, it's because I typed it too fast.

I love you too.

Congratulations, graduates!

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