I am so fucking lonely. I'm at a new school and I've made some friends but no one super close, which is fine, I'm new, I dont expect to make best friends for life right off the bat. But Fox is at USC and Jill is in DC and things were weird between Stef and I for a min plus we dont talk as much when I'm at school anyway, so I'm lonely. I sit in my ( Read more... )

I am so unhappy right now. I just feel like shitty thing after shitty thing keeps happening and I'm really tired of trying to keep myself happy and now having to keep my mother happy and soon my sister too. I'd hate to list off all the crap thats going on but what else should I do? This is so different from what would happen years ago. When so many ( Read more... )

I am so fucking pissed off ( Read more... )

Time to vent. Thats all LiveJournal is good for anyway, right?

Well I'm stuck in this working-on-not-being-a-hick-town, Goldsboro and it fucking sucks. I have a job at a restaurant called Ham's and I guess its ok. I have things to complain about such as not making much money, getting my hours cut from last week, managers who think their Ham's is ( Read more... )

I'm not in a very good mood. I like Skoke a lot and although the times Fox and I have had with her are wonderful, there is no way I ever want to put her in an uncomfortable situation. I thought I had made that clear to her but then today Ben came up to me and made me feel really bad about even being attracted to her. He made it sound like I was ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

I have had an awesome day ( Read more... )

Working a 12 hour shift - Shitty.
Working a 15 hour shift - Super Shitty.
Working on New Years - Super Shitty.
Closing on New Years - Fucked up.
Working lunch the next day, New Years day - Are you fucking kidding me? Can I not get some kind of break on my break?!

I feel like shit and I want to be with Fox again. FUCK.

I'm in Goldsboro and it fucking sucks. I dont want to be a hypocrite because I was telling Julie, when she was having a hard time moving in, that its not that hard to make friends and to get to know the place and feel more comfortable here. Its a friday night and I went to my sister's basketball game and I was trying to talk to people and see if ( Read more... )