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I know this is never read.
I know this is never read because when i signed in none of you have updated your profiles in years. i know i haven't and i almost feel like i have neglected my profile. But that's nothing new i have been neglecting every one and have not been doing much of anything. The sounds that i hear are what are ruling my life and text is what i use to ( Read more... ) -
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why do you do this to me its like you please me (not pleasure) in one hand and tear my heart open in another hand I, if you couldnt tell am willing to do anything for you; except die. I write songs for you but you turn down any opportunity i want to sing it to you. i listen to your music i am not critical of you. I trust you and just hope that you ( Read more... ) -
christmas
why does this holiday blow. is it the fact that satan = santa. or is it because money is used to buy love. capitalism rules over this holiday. fuck christmas what ever happened to celebrating our lord jesus christ. you know what all i want for christmas is a hug from each of my friends is that so hard to ask -
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wow its been awhile since of updated if anyone actually looks at this anymore leave comments if not oh well. I discovered that Im so shallow that I look at what people have on the inside and not on the outside. I discovered last night if I spin around and circles long enough I may pass out or puke or both.I just wonder why i put my heart into ( Read more... ) -
Hell is my world
Okay so i havent done a lot and i feel unloved i need a girlfriend and i need one soon I need someone to cuddle with and someone i can confide in i saw amy last week and we talked a little and then i found out later that im drumming in 2 bands and then i found out that my moms thinks that ive been smoking and thats not really true cause i quit ( Read more... ) -
summer sux
okay so my summer has been really shitty friends lives have been going down hill and i keep trying to help them to pick up the pieces my mom and my stepdad may be splitting ive been having trouble with the ladies as usual and my anti-depressants are kicking in and making me feel like the happiest guy in the world garret ammesmaki and peter ( Read more... ) -
school was borng
School was boring i didnt have to go to study hall but tommorow I have to go and get a blue slip signed -
Im boring
Today I talked with gillian we had fun I mooched $3.70 and i had lots of fun
I wrote a fake diary about being a beaver
I smell funny
I eat wood
I love being me
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at School lonely wishing I had a sammich
also wanting some one to love me -
Friend
Do people need friends I have a lot of friends but I dont want to go to far into a relationship with any of them