I"m hooked!! Ahhh this is exactly what I wanted to prevent when I was with his brother. O well. Luigi's sweeter and more good hearted. I hope. Ah they look the same! And and I was sitting on Colleen's lexus and Sven came and sat down next to me and i almost put my arm around him because I thought it was Bryan! So horrible ( Read more... )

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We curled up in the passengers seat of my civic last night and talked about life under the half moon. I was actually slightly swept off my feet. Me. Off MY feet. Who woulda thought.
And he likes to put sex last. Odd, but incredibly endearing. Totally, totally adorable.
GOD I can't get hooked now!! Not when August is so close!!

Today was better. Rachel and Courtney and I went swimming and I finally called Lauren B up and we're gonna go take care of an abused pony friday. yayyy us

I'm pissed off. Rob's an ass. MOm's an ass.
And I"m starting to like Bryan... which is scary as hell I"m not sure if I even want to like someone goddamnit. But here i go anyway.

Mmm good morning world.It sucks that I'll eventually have to leave my dad's house. Its absolutely gorgeous here and we have a kayak!! And I wanna go swimming lol ( Read more... )

In fact, I'm waiting for my rise. Whenever you're in a slump, as I am in now, you can always expect a rise. Some epiphany, some coincidence, some sheer determination which will pull one out of a rut ( Read more... )

I just realized the two things I value most in a person are honesty and loyalty. Because they're so goddamn rare.
And I feel like throwing up.

Life would be so much easier if i was born a man. Men don't need women to make themselves look good. Men aren't called cold or heartless if they're not head over heels in love. Fuck the stereotype! I just wish I had women or maybe a man or two to support me in any endeavor that I took. I always thought that we women were supposed to stick together ( Read more... )

Colleen's post has realized that i need to post. So here I go ( Read more... )

Guess who's coming over to my dad's to play scrabble (there's not much to do in theodre)? Yes, that's right! My sexy ex boyfriend. I'm not a total lost cause afterall!