I hate it how no one understands what it means to be hungry, what it means to have a limited budget for food that doesn't fill you up. For crappy food that leaves you tired because it doesn't have enough nutrients in it to sustain you. I've been fucking hungry for weeks and I've been taking it well and now I'm tired of taking it ( Read more... )

Its been 67 weeks since I last poured my heart out (or releaved boredom or protrastinated) in this damn online journal thing. I kind of wonder about the practicality of an online journal. Its a morbid thought to be honest, but when I die, my proudest collection will be the letters and poems and thoughts that I've written down for people to read and ( Read more... )

Did i ever tell you how wonderfull AJ is??
I feel like covering my face and giggling like I was 12 again haha!! :)
In fact, that's exactly what I did after he told me he loved me. God he's amazing and so is life!

Dearest Journal ( Read more... )

I miss AJ and Brad and I hate perrenial questions. Fucking shit.

Do you know what it is?
I know what it is.
I'm terrified of liking a guy. I mean, really liking a guy. I just gotta take it slow.
Oh well. This fear will keep me from being "clingy."
Not quite sure if I believe i was really "clingy."

Guess who's seeing Peter and Micheal tonight?? Guess who might be getting some after three weeks of being dry?? Yes, thats right. ME ( Read more... )

One week from tomorrow, I'll be a Berry Viking ( Read more... )

OK well damn ( Read more... )

College orientation rocks. Cheri rocks. Micheal rocks. Colleen rocks (tho i havent seen her in like a week). Rachel rocks. My class schedule rocks. Ocean's Thirteen rocked a little.

Details later.