well today sucked ass... i got in a fight with lucia... AGAIN. fuck man why do i always get so pissed. i really regret it though cuz now i feel so bad... :( FUCK!!! and then to top off the night my dad was bugging me cuz i got mad at him for dissing my soccer skills. asshole... yeah well thats all i have for now... if u wanna read more check out my ( Read more... )

so anyways... pretty good day. watched jacob, taught him the numbers 1-5 and the letters A-H, went for a long walk up in the wilderness park, went swimming, shot some hoops, then lucia came over... that was cool... but im still gonna kill her for that text message that she sent... yeah well anyways... we watched the game and O M G. what the heck ( Read more... )

hmmm... yeah i didnt get a lot of sleep last nite... that kinda sucked. but well i woke up and my sister, bro, cousin, my cousin's bf's kid jacob, and me went to the long beach aquarium. that was really cool. i almost got my finger bit off by a shark... haha that was exciting. yeah then we went to in n out... and back to my cousins apartment. we ( Read more... )

im really really confused right now. yeah w/e i decided its better to leave this at im confused and then end it. peace

today wasnt so good. i had a soccer tryout... blew it. i had no idea it was for a freakin premier team... but they say i can be on the gold team which isnt that bad once u think about it. then i had this 50th anniversary thing for a priest whos family friend. so i had to go to mass and there were like 15 priests there and the bishop. i felt like i ( Read more... )

yep yep that pic up there is me in my cif prelim race. go 300 m hurldes!!! i love that race... most of the time. though that wasnt so good a race, but still a pretty good pic. well im feelin better... not as angry as i was yesterday... actually very much happier. yeah so anyways... pretty cool day. watched my cousin's boyfriends kid. took him to ( Read more... )

u know... some people have it all. the looks, the guys, the friends. and then theres me whos left with what, a nice memory of what used to be? yeah sure i get u Gods out there somewhere... just looking at me and laughing his ass off at how pathetic he made me. u filthy piece of crap... why dont u just kill me and get it over with. and if i were ( Read more... )

well this has been yet another uneventful day in which i see my friends getting their licenses whereas i cannot because i am still too young. fuck that. i also probably missed talking some of the only people that are worth talking to cuz my computer decided to shut itself down. stupid piece of shit. well then... other than cleaning the freakin ( Read more... )

twice in one day... and i thought i wouldnt be able to update this even once a day. well ive done it again. i want a guy i can never have and now im upset with him... more the situation i guess. thats probably why the first few days of my summer have been shit. maybe i should listen to him, maybe things will clear up. i wonder who reads these ( Read more... )

there are no real events for today... makes me kinda sad that i have no friends to kick it with over the summer... cuz im freakin isolated in la crescenta. this is a glimpse of what my summer is going to be like... pure boredom. i think i need to find something to do now... if anyones doing anything this week lemme know, i need to get out of here