I'm crying, again. wow ( Read more... )

I'm crying. For no particular reason.
Well, there is all that shit going on with the fucking CS team. and the possibility of losing one of our cpl members.

and there's that whole other thing.
lIKE, I'm supposed to be happy for them, right? So why am I sad. Why does this still fucking hurt me like hell? Why can't I get over it? Why ( Read more... )

I was camping for a week in Mississippi with my Dad's side of the family.. it was rough. That much of my stepmom.. wew.. sucky ( Read more... )

So, I guess my last entry was taken to be more serious than I meant it ( Read more... )

I don't think I understand why she's better than I am.

I know it shouldn't matter, I know I'm supposed to be over her, but I'm not. I still love her so much. She finally broke up with her bf, but not for me. She has someone else now. =/ I don't understand what's wrong with me, why couldn't that be me. I guess it's sad that I'm complaining or ( Read more... )

Wow.
Fuck this situation.
I screwed myself over so much. I fell in love knowing that I was going to get hurt and I didn't care. I didn't listen to people, now all I hear is "I told you so" and it fucking hurts, and I know I should have listened.

I see what Kayla's doing.. After talking to some of my close friends, and actually thinking about ( Read more... )

Or, well, I wish I could ( Read more... )

Really fucking lost. I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I'm dying. I can't live without her anymore ( Read more... )

I just want to die. Seriously. That would make living so much easier ( Read more... )

Man.. I fucking do like her ( Read more... )