hey well life is going much better. i'm still dealing with drifting away from God and what i'm gonna do about it. and honestly part of me doesn't want to do anything and just let me fall. back into what i used to be. because i've forgotten what it's like to hit the bottom. and maybe i need to be that broken so that i can rebuild from nothing. i've ( Read more... )

ok well i feel bad not updating since my first post but honestly i don't know what to write. everything is .....going... yeah. i'm kinda just lost right now. i've just let things slid. i'm trying to figure things out and try to find the path again but it's gonna take time. time alone. which i don't do too often so it's gonna be hard making time to ( Read more... )

hey well this is my first post.. really don't know what to say. i don't think many people are actually gonna read this so i'm probably gonna use this site to vent or crap. so thats just to warn you. anyway life is pretty good right now i guess. softball was awesome tonight. and tomorrow is gonna be fun as well i hope. anyway thats all for now i'll ( Read more... )