It has all come down to this! The eerie feelings, the pain all over my heart! Its all over. There’s no more to said or done that I can handle or even interpret. The definition of finale is ( Read more... )

I honestly feel that since this was the first kind of journal thing I have ever had that this may be a good idea to continue on!! I have poured many months of my life into this and my myspace so they are awesome to have! YAY!!!

I really feel sometimes like I dont know who I am!! I know Im a boy, I know Im gay! I know that for once in my life I actually feel lost!! But why...
If help can be offered I will purchase your advice with ease!!
~scott

Look, I wrote in this again! I actually never expected to do this but hey! It works!! LOL Anywho I have a myspace so please read it k!!

XO Naughty Scotty

I <3 <3 <3 <3 JEREMY!!!!!!

Well hello all, I have a myspace now so its kinda difficult to get around to both sometimes! But hey I will do my best, well really I have nothing to talk about I am not in a good mood, and I cannot take my mind off a couple things. Oh yeah I quit smoking all, be proud be very proud!!

Remember

Remember to tie your shoes, otherwise you'll fall.  Remember to brush your teeth, or they'll rot.  Remember when you play ball, that you have the ball.  Remember to wear oven mitts, because the oven is hot.  Remember to say hi, people need that no and then.  Remember to be thankful, not just when your having fun.  Remember to turn the ( Read more... )

Jeremy hella surprised me yesterday, by just showing up at Frankies house!  I think I bounced up and down smiled really big and ran into Desirees house to scream out the fact that he was there!! :)!!!  I got all the pictures as well!  They are awesome, the best pictures I have taken yet!  And they must be good considering I was under the influence ( Read more... )

I wish that I were a little more festive today.  I wanted to know from myself why I was irratated ysterday.  I think it was partially because of my dad, but I think it was myself!  I keep wondering if I am just an asshole or an almost decent human being!  Even if the conclusion is something I want to hear, the question is will I believe it?

Well ( Read more... )

I thinks its remarkable how something so little to everyone else has such an impact on me!  Of course you know what I am talking about, so I will just get to it again while I am writing in my journal.

FRIDAY - Well Friday, hm hm, lets just say Friday did not want to end.  Got up and went to school for those three long strenuous but EASY hours.  ( Read more... )

Hello again, how are all of you out there in computer land!  Im doing ok, school sucks and its friday so I hope theres alot of fun or happiness in store!!  I got to see JEREMY yesterday!!  Hella cool!  We talked alot about past experiences and stupid things we've done!  There were things though that I didnt want to hear about, and I know he knew ( Read more... )