today i felt so sick in the morning. so i didnt go to school and slept till one in the afternoon. than i got up and actuelly went to school for two periods!!! lmao! then i went to band practice and it was really boring because we didnt have a lot of time to practice. so i came home and found im probelly fuckin moven at the end of the year:(:( and ( Read more... )

im completely lost. i feel so silenced in this. like theres no way i can resist the things happening. my cousin is gone. my love.....which she is, i dont know she is everything, or else i wouldnt care about her like i do. i would be able to get over her if i did not love her, and i cant get over her. she says one day we will be together agian me ( Read more... )

hey its jake. i just got off the fone with toni. :). anyways im really tired and i havent been writing in here so i just stopped in to say hey. leave some comments ( Read more... )

--> IM A HACKER..MUAHAHA IM IN JAKES ELJAY!! <--

IM ON THE FONE WITH JAKE RITE NOW!!

YES,

RITE NOW!!

AND UR NOT !

HA SUX FOR U , U CUNTWADS!

LOVE YOURS TRUELY,
TONI
A.K.A.
TONILATILA!

im dead to myself. ive lost the girl. ive lost the best friend. i have friends i dont even concider real friends. i have no one. and nothing. if i could take back time i would go back to the summer. i would know the mistake as soon as i saw it. i would never break up with ashley kemp. i ruined to big of a thing. she was some one i actuelly cared ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with ashley ray.i have to say shes my best friend in the world and i will never forget her. i love her as a person, and i feel bad for all the people who will never know the real her. she made me think about a lot of things. how i was acting towards people and things, and one of her problems is just like one of my problems ( Read more... )

josh is over and hes trying t play the guitar. lol. anyways, im goin ot the mall later with with him and peter and naybe some other people, its kinda cool i might meet ashley and them there but probelly only for a little bit or somthin? i dont know i don thnk theyll hang out with us that long, haha, anyways im really bored and dont feel like ( Read more... )

ashley and lex are over, kaytee was over but she was being mean and left:( shes still cool but i dont like it when shes mean. there like bringing up there old memories and im all wtf. anyways i dont know todays been werid, MY BAND RECORDS IN A WEEK!!!! then we might have a gig in a month and a halpg or so....i think 5$ to get in i dont knwo if its ( Read more... )

im on the fone with sarah curnow! lol were talking about her and gary. and yeah the whole ashley thing, well there like isnt a whole thing with ashle. i just wish she cared about me like she use to...i never go tover her, but its all good. and now im bored....heres a song i wrote for ashley lol ( Read more... )

im at home, bored, but things could be better