and she became, my everything.

coment me peoplez tell me if im worth anything

today was just blah. after da party i got all ewinbfwei and the next morning i called the girl who meens everything to me to apologize. and all this stuff happened. and we fought and i just want her so bad. i thought it was what she wanted too but i was mistaken i think. its just so messed up.....i cant hlp but feel used ( Read more... )

im really mad about school starting agian, i was not prepared, and im tireddd. today was ok i guess though. first i went to school...and after i went to kylees with tyler and beckyfullness! tyler left though at 4 and becky n kylee were like not talking to me so me and victor did some stuff. and then i went and played drums on beckys back :) and she ( Read more... )

well tonight.was really fun. i woke up round 1 haha, then went to mikes, woon after we went to daves and then on the train to chicago. we went to see this monty python play, it was so fuckin funny, and really good. there was this whole skit about you couldnt be on broadway unless you had jews in it. omg. and we got rid of are bassist. were getting ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!!! you all are neatoooooo! whoo! anyways, today i had band practice agian, and i guess my social life is getting better, im kicking some people out of it, but its all good, i care about other people, but i finally realize, you really have to care about yourself too. the things that are tough in life are really having to fit in, why ( Read more... )

isnt it werid to be complete friends with someone, talk to them a lot, tell them there the coolest? when the next moment, theres nothing there? and you just dont care, things could be changed but you decide its not worth your time? it happens all the time ( Read more... )

hey everyone,im not really excited about christmas. greed holiday...anyways, im going to my dads side of the family, which ive never met, like ever, parents devorced..and theres gunna be no one my age there, so what am i gunna do? nothin, sit there....naybe some one could call me? :) any one? 847-971-5861 thats my cell. yeah so i had band practice ( Read more... )

hey. hows everyone been doing? good? great? grand? well ok then.., i got home from my cousins a little while ago, slept over there yesterday because i went with my cousin to see some bands the fallowing night, and i didnt want to come home.but now im home, lifes filled with drama it seems? like if i told some one im depressed, theyd be like your ( Read more... )

matt hokinson, is one of the greatest people ive met. and im ashamed of you if you havent met him. he writes alot of brilliant poem, he could start a book, it would sell like crazy to the emo. well the emo. anyways man, im gunna fallow in his footsteps, hes my influence. cheers ( Read more... )

hey, lets start with yesterday. well i went to mikes after a fun day of singing, yeah i had choir all day. then we went to see see white claudia play, brilliant. the other bands were good too. and i guess theres nothing to say about today except im eating roman noodles, and uh listening to music ( Read more... )