perhaps this can be my dream journal now that i don't use it. i prefer and write more in a private handwritten journal, but this is a good idea for dreams since i have to get on the web to look em up anyways.

basic outline:
I was in a restraunt pre prom with arthur price and someone that reminded me of katie bolin. tyler came over to our table and i ( Read more... )

Shits been going down and i'm over all depressed ( Read more... )

I think this passage is beautiful, but it worries me. I don't know when the wave will break again. I probably won't even be there. Actually, i'm not even sure if our generatin will cultivate some place and time where anything like this can happen in this post 20th century.
"Strange memories on this nervous night in Las Vegas. Five years later? Six? ( Read more... )

college has worn me out

college is like an elevator in a sense. you may have up to five people in an elevator and everyone knows their roles. the one common goal amonst all these poeple is to have as little interaction with each other as possible. conveniency for us is anti social.

i find myself surrounded by people that i need to impress, yet ( Read more... )

 there have two quotes quotes that have followed me.  thanks to the interconnections with mr.martin, anthony bailey, and hunter s. thompson.

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn ( Read more... )

life update

health .3- i need to stay home some more. i feel horrible:( i have some sort of cold? i burned myself? i got a kink in my neck.  i can't do alot now i feel like

Money .3- even though i'm sickly and dont even want to go out and see my buddies i have to go to work. bogus. i'm completely fed up with that place. i'd like to chug something ( Read more... )

" A particular focus of many US media stories is the long-running coverage of the case of Brett Chidester.[63][59] Chidester was a 17-year old Delaware student who committed suicide in January 2006 by climbing into a tent in which a charcoal grill was lit. He died of carbon-monoxide poisoning. Reportedly, some months before this, Brett’s mother had ( Read more... )

"It is not a garment I cast off this day, but a skin that I tear with my hands. Nor is it a thought I leave behind me, but a heart made sweet with hunger and with thirst. Yet i cannot tarry longer. The sea that calls all things unto her calls me, and i must embark. For to stay, though the hours burn in the night, is to freeze and crystallize and be ( Read more... )

i explained to jordan my circumstances ( Read more... )

I was the most plastered i've ever been last night...

I might have seemed completely ridiculous. Yes i was, most def. I chased Jeremy around like I was Harpo Marx or something and fell face down on the ground to cry about it.

That's funny to me.I always thought alchohol would make you do something out of the ordinary.