i dont understand how i can have the worst night of my life with the best person ive ever met... and i need to say goodbye. this has to be goodbye because it hurts too much. if what happened tonight wouldve happened with anyone else, i wouldve flipped out a lot. but, like a lot of these recent nights, i really have to block it out. pretend like ( Read more... )

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i think im switching to _blue_lotus_

I am THE INTELLECTUAL EQUIVALENT OF A FOURTEEN-YEAR-OLD BOY.

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last night i had this dream that i hugged akmal. i miss that boy.
all my bitch karma came back to me last night :(
but mikey called and that was excellente>> he wanted to roll with me isnt that sweeet?
*sigh*

craig im sorry your birthday sucked..

( oh dear another one )

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riki im talking to bixka and he has a a webcam and shit and i see him in china ( Read more... )

so im spring cleaning.. is it even spring yet? i guess tae really digs me.. she told me to consider her and im worried because i dont think ill dig her so much like that. and i guess amanda digs me and ive kind of always wanted her.. theres something so beautiful about her in her skin and her voice and those green eyes-- *sigh ( Read more... )

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