Welcom to 430am a place I call home I meet here every morning for a round of sleeplessness and a dose of insomnia. Drop off the earth and face your fears because restless men shead no tears we have nothing to cry about because what comes next another futile round in the sheet rock bed. Transcending to a place where no bed is right and every blanket ( Read more... )

Life is a funny thing I sit here day by day just dealing with what has been thrown my way with the littlest effort possible. I think about what I want to do or what I want to eat and never plan for the future, I dont like it(the planning)sitting around laying out a path and following it because it takes the "fun" out of life. Im not saying what I ( Read more... )

Well looks like I might go negative in my account and have my credit card payed a day late all because a simple Fucking task couldnt be accomplished by my own lazy ass family. What the fuck all the things I ahve to do all the errands I have to run and you couldnt get my check and deposit it? Thanks alot family for destroying my credit.....this will ( Read more... )

So how do people make decisions? How do pepole come by and voice an opinion but not in a sense of making it known but to degrade the values of others? I am pro-choice I am a liberal in most sense but I recently had a debate with a conservative on this topic an others....I dont understand why people have to call each other "wrong" I mean look I ( Read more... )

So its about 10 till 7 in the morning, I couldnt sleep because something feels wrong. Something I have yet to figure out, I have felt sick for over a month but its a worried sick like I fucked something up and its hiding around the corner to slap me in the face and be like "moron" but it hasent so im grateful. I have not written in LJ forever and I ( Read more... )

Last night at approx 10pm Brook Park launched off its fireworks, Now Brook Park always has the greatest fireworks but last night was special. I dont understand it but during that bombardment of color and outdated music everyone around me seemed so innocent, like nobody had a care in the world other than that there were fireworks. It seemed like ( Read more... )

There are two things a Marine is always taught ( Read more... )

I dont understand.... I dont get how this idea accumulates that all americans are taking for granted what we have and neglecting those who have nothing. There is a government for that called Communism or Socialism but that fails because even though everyone is the same class it means everyone shares in misery. The fact that we have things is a ( Read more... )

Nothing but good times lol! My cousin is home on leave from Iraq he told me he got shot at while he was in a convoy which scares me but I think he will be ok. I went to the mall with him today and I was hitting on this girl at the designer perfume store and things were going smooth but I got cock blocked by some marine recruiters who were like hey ( Read more... )

SO I got approved to take out 22 thousand dollars for a school loan by myself no cosigner at all! Im fucking 19 and I dont need shit from anyone except maybe hugs I like those.