Saw Jillian....*smiles*
Went to a club for the first time
got kicked out from drinking (when I have yet to start)
whatever
Went to a party
got an M.I.P.
this is just fucking great

I lied.I imagen I'll do it again throught the corse of my life ( Read more... )

I lied.I imagen I'll do it again throught the corse of my life ( Read more... )

What the Fuck.    yeah, thats the first thought that veared from no where. Sitting down, laughing, and realizing some of the choices people make.  Inside, The way I see it....Is why?

I wasnt alone here.  I knew others agreed with me. I knew that others figured it was stupid too.  Maybe I shouldnt say stupid, but...the whole idea of saying "stupid" ( Read more... )

This is the last post I will make on Live Journal.I am done telling people how I feel because it's not important to anyone.If you wanta know your going to have to earn it.I no longer give my emotions away.I am going save myself for someone that deserves me.You didn't.You hurt me.Then shoved it in my face.I hope you think that this is funny.I am ( Read more... )

.......I guess this is my fault.It is.I should've just left them alone.I not part of the past that she wants to live in. Or maybe I'm just not good enought....no I'm not.I tried.
I'm sorry.I want you to be happy.I love you.

Wally take good care of her.
I'm done.

Man this isn't cool.I need to talk to someone.Bad.Just to feel like I outlit.To pruge.I went out to Tabi's twice, but she wasn't there.I have had something running throught my head for days now and the only preson that has been around is Matt.There's not even a point in talking to Matt about my problems, he'll just think it's funny.Matt is a good ( Read more... )

This is word for word how I feel today ( Read more... )

grate·ful
Pronunciation: 'grAt-f&l
Function: adjective
1 a : appreciative of benefits received b : expressing gratitude
2 a : affording pleasure or contentment : PLEASING b : pleasing by reason of comfort supplied or discomfort alleviated

I had yet another dream last night in which I died.I only dream about two things(neither of which I want to dream ( Read more... )