The world is paper and it's not helping...not even alittle bit.I want to stop breathing and just be done with it.She wants him.I guess this is Karma or something.
I want to be sober.

I am empty.I am in a very dark place and there's nothing that I can do about it.I hate myself and I want to die....really I do.I don't want attention...it like I am dead and my body just dosen'tknow it.....I just don't want to be lied too....do you know what I gave up for you?.....do you care...why are you hurting me like this... I didn't mean to ( Read more... )

So it turns out that I am not the Messiah...I really thought I was for a small point of time.Dammit I mean I really wanted to be the Messiah.So now it's just Sir Miah, again.It's not that bad I guess it's just the title I'll miss ( Read more... )

The world is paper yet again
Judith and I are freinds
Me and MOM got into to a bad fight today
I have a problem
one which I 'm not sure that I CAN FIX
but she is there for me
and that is all that matters

Judith called.More than once.We talked.Something is up.I mean 2 years'n nothing and than calling me all the time ( Read more... )

So yeah i guess I haven't done this in some great time,aye?well ( Read more... )

Hmmm maybe I should explain this a little better.This is something I got the idea for a while back and had just finshed.yeah it's sucks but hey man that's what this page is for.So I WILL subject others to it ( Read more... )

I love playing around on other peoples LJ...it's so much damn fun.
                       ~Jillian~

( Pictures! Weee!!! )

This is Jillian....
Just playing in Miah's journal.
I'm supposed to be doing things on here for him but I just might wait till he comes over so I know EXACTLY what he wants.
Besides....its fun just playing in here.
Guess what everyone?
Miah isn't an asshole to me anymore!
Wah-who!
His whole family hates me but what else is new?

Miah:
I have to talk to you ( Read more... )

Ok, there's a few things we need to get strate.Look I am Miah ( Read more... )