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[junkbonds]

i've never felt so blank in my entire life. i can't even explain it. i spend six hours being bored out of my mind, bored and braindead and just existing. not thinking not really moving just fucking sitting there. and then i go to matthews and he leaves for an hour and i just sit there some more. i don't feel anything. i don't feel alive awake

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[tyummk]

You know how many times I have had these moments and now I an't even remember them... When you are absolutely not having a life, these things happen frequently and as a result they happen to me... When I tried to express these events no one cares of course they think its lies and rubbish cause you can always think... That makes me mad people are narrow minded and I hate that and therefore I became more spaced out since I soon learned no one cares about my remarks and every single day of my life I am always thinking about people... GRRRRR makes me angry when you know you have no voice anywhere they only know you through publicity and reputation...

[youbetterrunrun]

thats how school made me feel.
every day.

and it just lingered into everything else i did.

<3

we should hang out tonight.

[bandaged]

mo·not·o·ny : tedious sameness.

that's what it is like with every job, for me at least. it's so depressing. it was the worst when i worked for that inventory company. i just started counting everything, people, cars, insects. there is a reason why i change jobs so often.

we will both end up with jobs that we enjoy. don't worry. <3

[ablurredtruth]

k k kaylaaaa.

have a good break.
as for me, spring break kansas!! see you bitches in 2 weeks. <3