im tired. im always tired.
im also thirsty. but more importantly tired.
i have something to say but hate to say it so i dont want to.

so im pretty much not going to college. im going to work at taco bell my whole life with a wicked high school record consisting of 423,326,367 advanced classes. honestly who needs college?

you know, im so glad that eeryone is concerned with hanging out with me. im so glad that all of my friends are extremely worried with me doing something for my birthday. even if it is just going to coldstone ice cream, or to the movies, or really doing any little thing. im very happy that everyone is very excited to go to the zoo with me on my ( Read more... )

i guess you could say things have been pretty good. old things are good. but really shouldnt be, because well. we all know jesseys behavior for when things go gooooood. i get happy and excited and am inevitably and always disapointed with myself or things in the end. anyway. my birthday is in five days. my father promised me a party last year, he ( Read more... )

so i was cleaning my room when i came across this folded piece of paper. it was a note from my dear KT. it was, i believe, a note that followed the fun filled night concerning the movie Waiting, and also the night i nearly killed myself, KT, and laura by running a red light. actually im sure it was the note following that night because it says " ( Read more... )

ugh.. i believe i have mono... wednesday night i got called off of work at 9 oclock in the pee em. i came home talked to a few people online and then CRASHED. i woke up at 6:30 yesterday morning and i got up feeling extremely sick so i told my dad i wasnt going to school and he gave me a schpeal about how i cant stay home from school just for a ( Read more... )

so. heres the bad news ( Read more... )

this weekend simply flew by. so unfair. i hate working...

what an ugly day.....

caiti i love you. if you need me, im here every second of they day. i promise you things will work out and it will be okay once again. i love you caiti, youre my best friend.

whats your flavor? okay actually color.

( im yellow and pink )