My life is one giant pattern that is recycled. First i was horribly evil, then i was a drug addict, and now, "I look better than ever, i look happy." But the question i fall asleep to at night is, have i just gone so insane that i am happy or have i mastered my technique of blocking out the world and all emotions and people have no idea that ( Read more... )

So i wrote this huge entry and it was deleted again. Mainpoints ( Read more... )

This is what happens over time when you get a group of people who all enjoy smoking pot and have a lot of little get togethers. This collage has a lot to deal with substance abuse and each picture tells a story.. so here are by far the WORST pictures of me but the most priceless. Thank you ashley randal for making this of me, it makes me feel ( Read more... )

So today what did i do. Oh i woke up. Around one thirty i showered and my hair had these dread lock things going on... i cant remember how i got them but anyways i showered and i made megan a sandwich. OH YEAH so tomorrow i get drug tested and today i broke into someones room, by pulling off the screen and flying into the window, stole drugs, ( Read more... )

"So he says to me i know why your television screen is fuzzy ( Read more... )

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the boy
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make ( Read more... )

Can i tell you about my brother. Everyday i see him he is in the same spot on the couch in the same clothes playing a video game or watching golf. Or hes playing my guitar or he is making beats on my computer. talk about a life. His beats are pretty dope im bumping one right now actually.

so today was shitty and then I spent hours talking to dane. I could spend the rest of my life talking to him he's really interesting. So this whole Chemical Dependency Recovery Program i havent considered effective untill some day when im broke and uh thats it for the updates. I kind of stopped feeling so shitty about myself and mopping around ( Read more... )

Day 1

last night it was the three of us. I slept on this thing infront of this huge window and had a dream and chris rock came up to the window and was like talking to me. it was a trip. I woke up and felt like dying. my dad called. i have to go to that thing at 12:30 which means i should probably take a shower. i probably smell. My brother is the ( Read more... )