I've recently considered killing myself. My best reason is that it's an easy way not to deal with things anymore. I feel weak right now because I either honestly considered going through with it or that I didn't have the galls to do it. Right now I'm just pathetic. I just made a dramatic scene of it and I can't look past it. I'm about to leave on a ( Read more... )

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A sudden cause for sympathy demands no invitation.
With this sudden urge to suddenly forget what tuning your in.
Suddenly you shudder at the mimicked tones, strangers waiting to invade your ear
Suffocation seems that much bitter when solid.
So...
Why so sick all of a sudden?

Leave it ( Read more... )

- lost my sketch book
- lost my ipod
- lost a job
- lost my gig for the 22nd

Wow, 3 day pass for pitchfork only $65
I think I'll be fine for two day for $50

I've finally been hired at two more places right now ( Read more... )

So I did something that I said I was never going to do ( Read more... )