i'm having a baby

sometimes i wonder what my mexican neighbor must think. he sees me coming in all the time with different girls. do you think he gives it a second thought? anyways, i am overwhelmed with life. that is it.

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why when i click on the friends tab are no entries coming up?

so i think 2005 was the most fucked up year, non drug related, that i can remember. here are the talking points: a pregnancy/miscarriage, some crazy stalking, the end of the single most fucked up relationship i have ever been in, the most normal/healthy relationship i have had in as long as i can remember, the end of that healthy relationship ( Read more... )

i got some shit going on that is kinda overwhelming.

all in all life is good though. holidays have been nice. now i am dog sitting while the rest of my fam is on a family ski trip that my mom swears she invited me to go on. work is super slow, which is a nice change of pace. i dunno.

Just got back from coffee with Orietta, which we try to do every saturday when she is in town. I really love her... we have an awesome friendship that is very honest and real, which i find lacking in a lot of my friendships these days. Not to mention that she doesn't think i'm a sleaze ball. It's also great to see someone who found something she ( Read more... )

it has recently come to my attention that my LJ may convey a bit of self loathing, and i would like to make sure everyone knows that i in no way loath myself, in fact i love me more than pretty much anything else. I just sometimes need a forum to get the crazy out so i can be my fantastic awesome self when i am out and about in my daily life. i ( Read more... )

so ever since i took out my really accurate as well as funny myspace user profile i have gotten lots more random emails from cute girls. is it possible that the brutal honesty was scaring them away? also amusing me tonight is that i got some email from a kinda cute girl in MD, and after chatting for a bit it turns out she is the younger sister of ( Read more... )

i have a cold and or a sinus infection. i think it makes me cranky. more cranky than usual. however that is just the begining. what i am really sick of is being crazy and obsesive. i'm sick of emailing and calling my friends and never hearing back. i'm sick of the fact that i keep pushing away the people who do care and are reliable. i'm sick ( Read more... )