After looking into Last year and how most things seem not so bad and alot of positives came out of it more than negatives in living life and growing from your mistakes. This yeah so far has nothing been brutal and hard ( Read more... )

I seriously hate the feeling lonely and useless to everyone feeling. Gah now i'm thinking of cancelling Florida and just staying home and feeling miserable again. ARGH

So August has been a pretty solid month. The biggest highlights of August was Otakon and the Ultimate frisbee tournament that my team came in 2nd in. Anyways Otakon was simply awesome, and it's not because the Con was good it wasn't actually good at all since it was pretty lame and gets lamer every year but for the awesome friends that i really ( Read more... )

Whoa! I'm going to Otakon to play catch up with all my friends! Uh...I'll be with Mike so come hang out with us! GOT IT?

I needed a break from school shit so i decided to write on this ( Read more... )

Highlights of each month ( Read more... )

so on my way home from canada i get hit by a truck....WHOOPIE

i have been listening to these two songs and its making me feel a little better but it also makes me feel relaxed

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if i had one more chance i would not waste it again. who knows what might happened...Maybe Just one more talk but in a calm in a thinking mood might set me free but who knows...

*sigh* this hasn't been real easy. Not being able to sleep well and always have a constant reminder of her everywhere i go. I'm so lost on why she has been giving up on us. she says i haven't changed but how? I wasn't whinning or complaining when she got home. All i wanted was to see her again and remind myself on how much i love her. I did want to ( Read more... )