i am in my apartment alone with a migraine. greta is babysitting. we're going out saturday night instead.

these aren't the words that i thought. i'm not thinking in words. just typing in them. which makes sense, really.

time for bed.

when i was younger sometimes i would get in my car and just drive. and when i was younger than that sometimes i could get on my bike and just ride. but right now i fight the urge to even go outside. sometimes. and other times i'm out there but i'm so inside my mind that time gets lost.( Read more... )

greta and i just got back from snowshoeing. ahh, i love it.

you are just alone out there.

except for greta who is there.

now i need to take a shower and get dressed so that i can dig out my car again and drive us to mom and dad's for dinner.

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worked the closing shift tonight and i'm beat, even though we got out pretty early since there was pretty much nobody shopping today. right now i'm just trying to unwind before i get in bed and try to sleep ( Read more... )

picture the kids section in a barnes and noble. you can do it. they all look the same. picture the porch with the classic pooh themed wallpaper. an owl swoops down over the storytime reader and pooh gets his head stuck in a bowl of honey on one of the branches. now picture the storytime reader as me. a slightly more mainstream, womens khaki wearing ( Read more... )

So I spent today with my grandmother. She is out to visit because she was just diagnosed with pulmunary fibrosis. To give you a sense of how many people that affects, about the same amount of people die of that every year as do of breast cancer. Anyway, her sister just received the same diagnosis. It is a genetic autoimmune disorder with no cure. ( Read more... )

i made a better quiz for the l word ( Read more... )

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i just got back from this coffeehouse event at my church. greta is babysitting, and should be home soon. when i feel insecure, i click around on other dykes' personals online and try to measure myself against them. largely, it's guess work. who is hotter? who is funnier? who is smarter? who is taller? who dresses better? who's got more game? if i ( Read more... )