I hereby curse those who feel they must steal others identities to have their own. Curse! Curse!

Alright .. I am sorry Live Journal but I must use you as a mute shrink for the moment ( Read more... )

Today I found my MIA pipe. Shouted "Susan LOOK! YAY!!!" and then the drawer in which I discovered the pipe came falling out, I then reached for the falling drawer with the pipe in hand. The gravitational pull then caused the pipe to SLAM onto the ceramic tiles EXPLODING into a million shreads. I found it and lost it for good all in One MilaSecond ( Read more... )

So i have taken a small break from writting and seem to miss it becuase. I'm back.
Last night was Pgroove in Bham and as always. amazing. A+.
I'm headed to Montgomery with Jeremy for the evening and will return tomorrow for more fun filled excitement in ttown. I am going to start writting and updating again because quit frankly I miss this S.O.B.

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i do not know how to feel and why i even care that he doesn't care and why she's there and im not. i won't care. i shouldn't, but for some reason i do. i am not saying that i want what i had or that i want something different or that i want something or anything at all. Wore my mother's bathing suit cover out in public today, bought some antiques, ( Read more... )

my hopes are high, my thoughts are slow, my memory is at a snails pace..
i haven't cried as much these past few days except for pain.
I have REX back! (the TOTAL love of my life and my little Baby).

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Today i was weak, but had the courage to drive my car with my left leg with my right leg chilling right beside it. ( try to imagine this ) It was a sucess. i truely can do what i put my mind to. I even asked a stranger if he would run into my apartment and grab my composition notebook on my livingroom table. what a nice stranger. Dylan had a bad ( Read more... )

today Dylan and I rounded the corner and scared the shit out of his mom.
we must be a scary sight together. two very cripple people helping one another.
but then she explained that "it was just because she didn't except to see us".
regardless they took cute handychapped photos. I can't wait.

So friday at 6:30am Dylan and I should have died. His 4runnner flipped to many times for witnesses to remember on 459hwy and we actually made it out alive. I spent my 20th birthday in the hospital and felt really sorry for myself and for Dylan. Things are improving very very slowly but I am keeping my head up. even though Dylan just called and ( Read more... )

whoever said telling the truth was the right thing to do is a dumbass.
i actually didn't lie about something huge, which made me feel better about it, but it didn't help and certainly was a threw-the-phone-slap-in-the-face.
i don't know what i want, but i know what i need. i don't think i can have either. i do not know. so much is uncertain.