Comments | juskasalminen: Do not shed a tear for me

juskasalminen

Do not shed a tear for me

Feb 18, 2003 17:09

Sitting in this cold house, helplessly empty, I have worked over thoughts about a million times within my head. Questioning actions, questioning motivations. I almost want to laugh at myself. I know I have no one to blame but myself for uncomfortable situations I have found myself in as of late. Dwelling on my weaknesses and misery is not ( Read more... )

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valo February 18 2003, 12:09:01 UTC

What good are regrets.

juskasalminen February 18 2003, 18:32:44 UTC

I am sorry if you do not regret hurting Teddy, but I do. Rufus even more so. They are worth regrets.

fab_boy February 18 2003, 16:56:18 UTC

just tell me flat out how you feel

I'm assuming this isn't directed at me. If I am any more blunt in expressing how I feel, I'll be reduced to monosyllabic grunts and hand motions.

I'm sorry.

I know. But not as sorry as we wish you were.

do I truly know what love is?

I don't think so. I don't say that to sound cruel, and I don't even say it because we were... are... whatever... in love. In my opinion, which isn't worth much more than my heart, I think you equate obsession with love. And vice versa.

But that's just me.

juskasalminen February 18 2003, 18:56:47 UTC

I'm assuming this isn't directed at me. If I am any more blunt in expressing how I feel, I'll be reduced to monosyllabic grunts and hand motions.

I am sorry, it was directed at someone else. Oh, I suppose I see now how that could have been meant for you regarding your lyrics post. It was not about that at all. I am sorry if you thought it was.

I know. But not as sorry as we wish you were.

Who is we? Fuck we unless you mean you and Teddy. You are the only people that that was for. I really do not think you have any idea. I do not say that to sound mean or cruel, but sincere. I am not very good with words this evening.

do I truly know what love is?

I think you equate obsession with love. And vice versa.

I do not think that is true generally...and I really do not want to explain the rest of what I want to say here.

fab_boy February 18 2003, 19:29:34 UTC

You've used lyrics too, darling.

I was referring to Teddy and I... though it was rather rash, since I haven't spoken to him and I can't say that is his true opinion. ... though if he has any brains in that pretty head, he'll agree with me.

I do not think that is true generally...and I really do not want to explain the rest of what I want to say here.

I'm all ears.

juskasalminen February 18 2003, 20:04:33 UTC

Right, I remember. This was recent. This was me waking this morning to something in my in-box. I am sure it is evident who it came from. Who else would be angry with me.

I have already tried making my apologies to Teddy. It did not go very well.

Here you are.

john_ox February 18 2003, 17:21:32 UTC

Somehow, I doubt anyone's going to be shedding a tear for you, fella. Seems like you got a whole lot of people pissed off at you for various reasons that ain't none of my business and it doesn't look like your troubles are over yet.

Based on my own experience, love is equal parts honour, respect, and loyalty, as well as an indefinable something that makes you feel like you'd kill or die to make your lover happy. When I had it, I would've done anything to make her happy and when I lost it, my entire world shattered. Months later, I'm still picking up the pieces.

Doesn't seem like that in your case.

juskasalminen February 18 2003, 18:47:23 UTC

Thanks for coming by and rubbing salt in the wounds, I appreciate it.

john_ox February 18 2003, 18:49:12 UTC

Anytime, in your case.

juskasalminen February 18 2003, 19:01:21 UTC

:-*

------ anonymous February 19 2003, 09:31:54 UTC

Love...
What's secret? What's the spirit made? What's to living for? What's to dying for? The answer is one...only LOVE...
Iri P.

Re: ------ juskasalminen February 21 2003, 06:39:09 UTC

What is To/Die/For? Okay, bad joke.

So, you are saying the reason for everything, what makes the world spin on its axis is nothing but love?

-------- anonymous February 21 2003, 10:17:23 UTC

Yes, Juska, I meant this. Love is different: love to parents and friends, love between man and woman, love to yourself, love to your business, love to nature and animals, compassion (it' a kind of love too) to people, love to life, love to beauty or love to strangers and so on.........This keeps the world alive. You see?
Iri_P

Re: -------- anonymous February 21 2003, 14:04:31 UTC

nope, love is just a cocktail of hormones that spreads within your body as a result of what your brain recieves from all sense organs of another individual...
and the purpose of life is to pass on your genes to the next generation, as in reproducing yourself.

seen like this, we're all just failures of life.

the scientist.

Re: -------- juskasalminen February 21 2003, 21:25:06 UTC

So basically, we cannot help ourselves from having these feelings of love because they were programmed into our brains upon conception. Nature of man and woman to copulate, go forth with the human race.

So, what does this say about me if I am not sleeping with women?

Re: -------- anonymous February 22 2003, 07:46:53 UTC

i'd say it means your life is (biologically seen) a failure.

but without biological failures, gene mutations and mistakes, there would be no evolutional change. that means no genious, no improvement, no alteration... all species would be 100% the same, and they would stay the same forever.

may be homosexuality is the first social idea in nature- because if humans keep overpopulating the world the way we do, soon all life will cease to exist.

the scientist.

(PS. if u want a more fucked up version of this, check here)