And you will believe in love

[juskasalminen]

At night I hold him close, take in the breath that expels from hips lips, making his breath a part of me

Comments

[lilylazer]

Thank you, Jussi.

[juskasalminen]

You are welcome, Linde. Take care.

and all that it's supposed to be

[fab_boy]

You drive me insane sometimes and I love you for it.

I don't think I have ever felt uncomfortable around you... in silence or not. That was the most remarkable thing I noticed when I met you. It's something I have cherished ever since. My world is so full of people that I have to play up or down to... discomfort is something to be hidden if I feel it. So, to be with someone where it's not an issue... it's a gift. You are my gift, baby. I love you.

... and if you throw grapes at me one more time while I'm trying to read New York, I'm going to take you over my knee and spank you with it ;)

I have to think of some more dire threats ;)

you who were born with the sun above your shoulders

[juskasalminen]

If I make you insane, I would hate to classify what you make me. *grins*

I am sure there is a time that you can pinpoint where you felt uncomfortable around me, as there was a time I could not find my words, yet I do not want to dwell on such things. There was something magical that happened when we met, a somewhat chance encounter that turned into more than we both bargained for, yet are very thankful for. You are as much as a gift to me as I am to you. Someone I do not have to feel shameful around or pretend to be something other than myself. You are the only one who truly sees me and that truth makes me very happy, it makes me indebted to you.

Is that a promise? Next time I will have to try something larger and messier. Perhaps strawberries or slices of orange.

I happened to like it very much.

Re: you who were born with the sun above your shoulders

[fab_boy]

*soft smile* I was thinking of that, but I decided that it was a bit of a given. I guess I should say in the times when we weren't involved in the struggle we went through, I never felt uncomfortable.

Indebted? *grins* I must find ways for you to work off this debt ;)

*laughs* Exactly my point... all of my punishments aren't really punishments at all! I'm rewarding your bad behaviour.

Fortunately for me, I happen to greatly enjoy your bad behaviour ;)

Re: you who were born with the sun above your shoulders

[juskasalminen]

And what sort of ways could I possibly pay of this debt I owe to you. I will get started right away.

I will have to find more ways to be bad so that you can punish me in your own way. And you know me, I am a glutton for punishment.

[spiritual_guru]

awww, you two are so cute together.

[juskasalminen]

Thank you, Trent. How are you? I have missed seeing you around.

[spiritual_guru]

hanging around and just doing the zen thing, y'know? updating the website, being with tim, waiting anxiously for hugh to get his fucking ass back to toronto so we can finally go on tour, letting my mom fuss over me because i'm so anxious. all in a day's work. ;)

[juskasalminen]

I have missed that icon, Strawberry.

[manna_]

Thank you Juska. I hope someday you can experience the type of blissful happiness that I have now.

[juskasalminen]

You are very welcome, my dear. Believe me, I hold that happiness in my arms every night.

[d_usher]

I take it everything's resolved between you and Rufus? Good. I'm glad. You two are too wonderful together.

[juskasalminen]

Thank you, David. It is great to hear from you. Yes, I believe we have mended significantly and are back on the right track again. Not a moment too soon, I could not live without him.