I must be really stupid.

This has been one hell of a day for me, too bad i can never tell you about it. Full moon, bomb shell after bombshell hit me today. How much can a guy take? I'll do my part to work on it and that's all i can do. Somehow i need to keep a positive attitude so i can be around for a while longer. Maybe i'll just go fishing tomorrow. It seems to settle ( Read more... )

I know in the past that i have said things to people that hurt their feelings. I don't mean to, but it has happened many times and that i'm really sorry for.But when it happens to me i had to sit up and take notice. Not really believing what i was hearing. And i sat for awhile and realized that they didn't mean how it came out, but it still ( Read more... )

I know it's been awhile since i've posted any thing in LJ. But i have been reading what has been going on with my friends that are on my list. It's just been hard to type because of fatigue and the numbness in my hands and feet ( not that i type with my feet ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone. New year's resolutitons are usually never kept and they sound like such easy goals to acheive too. But this year i wanted to set something differant for myself. So here it goes ( Read more... )

T and I were watching that show last night and the part that had the popcorn between Fez's legs and Jackie dipping into it. Tanya asked about the old trick of (Yes, i told her about this)cutting a hole in the bottom of the popcorn and sticking one's penis in there, so when the girl reached in to get popcorn, she got a differant surprise. Tanya ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas to all my LJ friends. I reflect to this time last year and my depression was at it worst. My mind last year was convinced that i wouldn't see another Christmas.But with the hopes and prayers from my family and friends, i'm still here and i plan on being here for quite some time. Bless you all for putting up with my words of wisedom ( Read more... )

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I just found out something i really hate doing. That would be to balance my check book. I really shouldn't complain, there's at least money in there to balance. But i still won't like doing it ( Read more... )

Friday i went and had another CT scan done. Yesterday i got a call from my doc about the results. She said that it showed some IMPROVEMENT. Even if it is so slight, that was such great news. She'll go over it more in detail when i see her next week, but she wanted me yo know the news. I have to tell you that i was so happy, it made me cry alittle. ( Read more... )