And I don't really know why. I just dropped off some things of Genaro's at his house and I wasn't expecting his mom and sister to be outside. The break up is still really hard for me, even though its been a year, because I sincerly miss his family. It was really hard seeing them again that I just had to get out of there cause I was afraid of ( Read more... )

This year has gone by so fast and its weird to think about how much things have changed in my life and how I've changed as a person. Different jobs, different friends, different surroundings. I feel like the year just started instead of it almost ending. I'm actually pretty happy with the people who are in my life right now. I just wish my health ( Read more... )

I never use this thing unless it to check up on my friends that I rarely see or hear from and I swear some of them are either depressed or angry. Why is that? I just wanna let everyone know that I'm here for you guys and you can always come to me. Just keep your head up, things will get better ( Read more... )

i went to a show last night where a fight broke out and the two guys decided to fight on my car also causing a dent and scratches. im supposed to be excited about disneyland tomorrow and i dont know if i could do that cause now i have no money for disneyland. would you go if you didn't have money? i know my mom wont pay for me. no one will and i ( Read more... )

so leaving in 11 days for hawaii is seriously gonna kick ass. my mom got the tickets today and when i looked at them it still doesn't hit me that we're going. its like unreal. i can't tell you how excited i am. for example, there's horseback riding at the hotel and its only $50 for a 40-45 minute ride. thats not a rip off is it? i don' think it is ( Read more... )

        So i'm pretty excited because i'm going to Maui/Oahu with my friend Brittni. 
It's not a for sure thing if she's going or not because i want to bring my wonderful boyfriend 
of 2 1/2 years, Genaro, but my mom doesn't want us traveling together and what not (which i think
is kinda lame cause we've been together for so long) but he may not be ( Read more... )

and all of a sudden it restarts itself...

dear mom #2, 
you mean so much and had faith in me.
its hard to know that you're gone and 
but your soul still lives.
the memories of you still live on and 
we will never forget you.
we wish you were still here so that you
could say, "everythings okay" but
it's not okay anymore. this time 
we have to cry. if only i ( Read more... )

It was so fun. i screamed alot  so now i keep coughing. but seriously everyone should go.

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so i'm so excited because i might go on a royal caribbean cruise!!
how exciting is that? my mom's being dumb and 
complaining how its too close to christmas
because if we do go we'll leave the 16th 
and come back the 23rd.
thats not that bad right? we'll get back before christmas and be 
able to spend time with our family. it'll suck
if we don't go ( Read more... )

so i just ate a ton of delicious pinapple and my 
tounge feels like sand paper just went
completely across it. 
i've been so much better since the last time 
i wrote in this. i was just depressed 
and didn't know what
to do. 
i've actually been happier than i've ever 
have been. i really do love my 
boyfriend. 
i just get depressed very easily. but these 
( Read more... )