she appears composed,
so she is, I suppose.
who can really tell?
she shows no emotion at all, 
stares into space like a dead china doll.
I'm never gonna know you now...
but I'm gonna love you anyhow.

... sometimes I forget to actually live.

Maybe I always choose the guy that I know will never work
... so that way I don't have to actually endure something real.
I don't want to let myself get hurt. Not like that.
I've never been "in love"... and I'm okay with that.
I'm scared of it. 
The fact that I could put my heart on the line to someone like that.
I don't know what kind of shape I would ( Read more... )

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