well today was long. i'm ready to wake up and it be tomorrow, and all these silly feelings that i'm feeling just be yesterdays feelings. i'm absoutley thrilled that tomorrow is friday, although i do close, which sucks a big fat one. oh well maybe i'll do something fun after that. i hope? i haven't got any plans yet. actually just the thought of ( Read more... )

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well i saw baker woods today. i was sitting outside of michaels drinking my dr pepper, and here comes this stupid dirt covered, lifted, sticker covered, ugly-ass white grand cherokee jeep. thats the first time i've seen him since i told him to stop calling me. i intentionally didn't make eye contact and walked inside immediately, because i knew if ( Read more... )

i give up. at least for now. the discouragement is unreal.
but, on an even shittier note, (as if it could get much shittier) -
this has been my whole day!

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well, apparently baker woods went to michaels on friday night. he was with a bunch of skanky looking cheerleader girls. i have a couple things to say about this: thank God for cold play, or i would have been there to witness this, and been sad. and after all of this i realized that he is the dumb one, not me. moira told me that everyone working was ( Read more... )

well, it's 1:21 and i can't sleep. i've got so much on my mind. i guess i should have known that separating myself from him wouldn't have been this easy. that was so nieve to think, i just didn't realize it was going to come this late in the game. for the longest time i was so unhappy, so i ended it. and looked back on it with regret, but what i ( Read more... )

the weather is amazing, here in charlotte NC - it's pretty sweeeeet. yesterday, betsy and i went to the park for a picnic and took some pictures. not to brag, but i look pretty cute when i eat a sandwich... hah! just kidding


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so, betsy is seventeen and as beautiful and amazing as ever. as for me, only one month and 26 days left i will be a year away from being legal, saweet. this has been a pretty sweet weekend
friday we shopped and spent a lot of money
saturday we shopped and spent a lot more money, i am not gonna need any new clothes for a long time, seriously
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today was a rock

happy birthday, big girl
i love you more than anything

thank you, for everthing you do