God, i miss him,
and him,
and him,
and him.
geez, i feel so tired. i never thought i would feel this tired at 16.

today was the first day of school. we all know how those go.
but i've been thinking, i really don't have a way with boys. lets just reflect, madison
the first boy i ever loved, ditched me for the girl of his dreams, my worst enemy
my boyfriend after that dumped me so he could get laid - he even gave me the "i still want to be friends" line
my boyfriend ( Read more... )

Didions Style Vs. Newsweek Article ( Read more... )

well michaels customers chose to be really bitchy today, one made me cry. she was so mean, she called me a "little flip." whatever that may be? other than that today was good. this weekend was a nightmare, other than the fact that i now have a photo id, i saw ben, and moira and i are now good friends.
the purple dinosaur is preminantly extinct, it ( Read more... )

it is 10:52 am on a saturday morning, that is the earliest i have been up in quite some time. as a matter of fact i actually got up at 9 this morning, i say thats pretty decent.
today is august 13th, which means 2 things, it's my cousin nicks 17th birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NICKYPOOH. and school starts in less than two weeks.
good grief, that is a ( Read more... )

i think for the most part i am happy girl. there are things that i don't have that i want, not material things. more like oppurtunities that i really wish would come around, or time that i would like to take back because i feel like i wasted it.
i believe in learning lessons, but good grief i don't believe in wasting time.
maybe i wouldn't regret it ( Read more... )

well i am back from the beach. i had a great time, although litchfield is about the most unexciting beach i have ever visited and i do not recomend it to anyone unless you are totally not trying to get crunk.
but betsy and i had a great time, despite the fact that we shared a three bedroom condo with 12 people, had the biggest buttheads to hang ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

it is so funny how things work out. you can like, or love, or care for someone so so much. but it seems that even though you feel that way it just may not make them feel that way for you. i guess when something is over, it's just really over. i wish that time would erase my feelings ( Read more... )

it is hot in my room, but you know what? it is ok because i feel happy tonight. i have been having all sorts of new feelings recently. yes, my routine of life is highly messed up. but you know what else? i think i like it. not only because it's summer and it's all about late nights and sleeping all day, but because i spend my time thinking about ( Read more... )