I knew it would happen but I just hoped it never would. The tarantula lover(you know who you are)has interest in someone else. I suppose it's more or less my fault. I mean I like her and all but I didn't think she trusted me or anything. But it's too late now....meh...I give up...

I'm in Staten Island for the week.How fun.I brought my Gamecube because I don
t want to be staying anywhere without it. Anyway That's all I really wanted to say so peace out

Ok bad news. Random Acts of Violence is already taken. So I'm gonna make a poll here and I want everyone to decide what we should change our band's name to. Post a comment with the number you think is best. We are a nu metal band so keep that in mind.

1.Indecent Acts of the Insane
2.Anti Emo Movement
3.Set to Burn
4.The Chaotic Peace

Vanessa doesn't want to speak to me nor see me. And at this point....I don't blame her. I don't dserve her. She deserves better than me. I'm just a pathetic little asshole with no life. I'm sorry for wasting you time Vanessa. I hope you find happiness somehwree.....since I obviously was never able to give it to you. But I still love you....and I ( Read more... )

Here lies a child cracked and broken ( Read more... )

Well it's about time I got back on my feet. I have apologized to everyone that needed apologies and my other side is pissed. He was hoping he'd destroy my life and he failed miserably. I almost creamed myself and cried at the same time today. Link called me this morning!!He's not dead!! He read about everything in my journal and so he called me and ( Read more... )

This is my last sane thought people. This is probably the last journal entry I do too. I'm completely losing my mind. I now know everything that I have done and I don't deserve to live because of it. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt. I can explain but I don't think it really matters now. I want to apologize to Dani but she wants nothing to do with ( Read more... )

Very eventful weekend. I went to Vanessa's house on Friday and we had fun. I then went to see Harry Potter 3 and it kicked ass.Then on Saturday I hung out with Samantha O and she gave me a Gamecube which now makes her my favorite person ever. MY ONLY HOPE RULES!!!RUSS LET ME SING THE CHORUS!!!^.^ On a lower note....Dani hates my very existence. I ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!**hugs himself*I'm 18 now!! Woo. And I'm goin to see Harry Potter 3 today. Kick ass and a half. I'm kind pissed about something but whatever. My hair is blue black now. I was supposed to be black....-.-. Time for a survey thing ( Read more... )

Once again people need lives. Espiacially Alex Grant. Try not being a fag and growing up instead of spending most of your life insulting me. It's getting rather tiresome dude. Get a life or at least change the bit of your life that involves me. I don't talk to you so you don't talk to me. Get over yourself...