So here I am. Alone. I've been in and out of the hospital getting more surgery and more treatments, digging out cancerous tumors, scanning more and more parts of my body for tumors. And yet, through all this time, I do it by myself. I don't have any visitors when I'm in the hospital. I don't receive cards, gifts, or well wishes. I wake up ( Read more... )

I had some biopsies done a few weeks ago on these weird growths I have.  The doctors called today and told me they were cancerous and I had skin cancer.  I really don't have much more to say, but I thought I would write it in here so I don't forget.  Today, I found out I had cancer.

I'm supposed to be studying, but I REALLY don't want to. I have my CDC pretest on Monday though, so I guess I should get around to that...

On a side note, I am surprising Randy with a couples massage tomorrow.  He's been working his butt off and skipping days off in order to pay for school, so I wanted to give him a treat.

I guess that's it...

So there I was, counting down for new years...

NO WAIT! I WAS ASLEEP IN BED BY 10 PM!!

Probably the best decision I've made in a long time, especially after my Christmas. Lets break it down.

Christmas: Eh. Randy worked Christmas Eve, so by the time he got home, we loaded the car drove the 3.5 hours to his mom's house, and unloaded, it was 4 AM. I ( Read more... )

Okay. I've been go go go and haven't had a chance to slow down for quite awhile. Here we go ( Read more... )

I got my letter from Mr. Smith today. Yay security clearance ( Read more... )

Well things are taking a turn. I don't know where to yet, but boy are they turning ( Read more... )

So quick recap:

I got orders to Andrews AFB. That's Washington DC people. Hell yes. I told Randy, and he's thinking about it, but pretty sure he'll be moving to DC with me. Ohmigosh! Things keep getting better. I've been really happy for the last few months. It's disgusting/awesome.

Soooo the L word has been dropped. We've taken vacations together. And you know what? I'm happy.

Today, I watched one of my closest friends get torn apart. She went through a divorce, and her husband got out of the military. The judge awarded custody to the father because he was stable due to the fact that he was not in the military. This is a pretty common occurrence in the armed services, but I had never experienced it first hand. Today, she ( Read more... )