It scares me how much you can fuck up my head, how you beat me yet i'm still in and out of your bed - fab part of song written by me but Emilys dad wanted her to block me when it was ma screename!

I hate life, i really do. So i am dating Seb an hes cute but it hasnt even been 3 weeks n we r always fighting i mean one sec its cos hes off to saty ( Read more... )

Yup it is true, Lana has finally converted me back to Green Day and yes she is very happy! I have told her i shall hav to fashion her a badge outta card and sum sorta shiny paper! Any how i LOVE Mike Dirnt i mean talk about HOTT! yes hot with two t's!! He is so cool and not married and has an adorable daughter and owns a cafe and is sooooooo fit! ( Read more... )

Ok so i am starting things up wiv J again. Yes i know i sed tht was the 1 thing i didnt want to do but hey, if i havnt got a guy to obbsess over, i DIE! seriously i hav to go from one guy to another, i cannot just be alone! Spoke to Seb last night an hes so in love an i just thought FINE and moved on. Now it is gonna b J again. I am sorry but he ( Read more... )

You know i am ready to give up on men and become a nun. Of course i would make my own religion cos of the whole not believing in god thing. I dont think there are many nunnerys around tht would want to recruit a non religious teenager who has perfected the art of smokey eye makeup, wants to market films and has disturbing sex conversations with ( Read more... )

Ask me ANY FOUR questions; no matter how personal, inappropriate or random, I will answer the questions 100% truthfully. Ask more than four if you want.

Then repost this and see what people want to ask you.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

 Ok so Louise was moaning last night that she needs to lose weight (which she doesn't) so i decided to weigh myself. God i am still depressed now. I have put on half a stone since i stopped dieting properly. I looked at myself in the mirror and i thought no wonder you dont have a boyfriend, you are so fat and ugly. If i was a cutting type person i ( Read more... )

So anyway yesterday evening Lana an i went for a walk cos put it this way being cooped up in our houses is driving us both insane. Anyway we walked down the village to the church graveyard cos we both think graveyards rock. As we went we were yacking about how gutted she is that Englands so quiet an stuff. Anyway now i wanna go live in Hungary. ( Read more... )

One little compliment can make you feel amazing.
So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty.
Put this in your journal.
And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are.

Met Lana today. Shes cool. Russian and pretty but meh sometime u got to face the fact that EVERYONE in the world is prettier thn me! lol God i couldnt cope with a five year old brother, i think Craigs a pain... We hung out all afternoon, can u believe tht she likes the calling and buffy and is scared of clowns. She also has the same CD player as me ( Read more... )