youre gone...am i really better off? i guess i can only wait and see...

i wonder what it would be like if six years ago i wasnt soo ignorant to relationships, would things be different...i came across the first boy i ever truly cared for today and i cant stop thinking about him its soo weird and random.

havent been on here in forever i always say that im going to start this journal up again soo when im old and gray i can look on these times. maybe ill do it for the new year. but anyways it is now 2008 i was just reading past posts and its crazy how things change...people especially. i pretty have the same people in life that i did have when i ( Read more... )

its funny how people can just end things soo quickly like its nothing...i wish i could do the same. the feeling that something is over and its all because of you really extremely sucks. and there nothing you can do about it ( Read more... )

some people need to learn to live their lives and to get the fuck outta mine.

im soo sickk of some indivduals and their fucking bullshit im done with it all for now on i dont give a shit about anything and if you dont like it well fuckkkk you.

right now experiencing one of the worst things that could happen to me.

ahhh my life is sooo up in the air and i hate it i want one thing to be stable.

maybe i should just go back to what i know and trust.

welll back to square one.

i love being happy
i just hope everything
works out for the best.